Regarding Song of Songs V:1-8:
Doug is following Carlo Suares' teaching here.
Suares, unlike most academic 'scholars' did not hide these fluxo~dynamic of Qabalic Autiot and Gematria...
...quantum aspects of Song of Songs from their readers.
Rather than deceive us, Suares does his best to help us fathom Qabalic depths of Qabala, its Autiot, its Gematria, its Sepher Yetsira, its Sefirot. (He isn't a fan of Gnosis, which is challenging to understand, at least for Doug. He does admit that Abraham was a Chaldaean Gnostic. Doug has not seen him admit that Jesus was an Essene Gnostic (ref. Pagels' Johannine Gospel in Gnostic Exegesis.). An outlier of interest here is Delores Cannon's opus re Jesus' Essene (Qumran) Gnosis (Specifically see her They Walked with Jesus.).
Doug's greatest omnifficulty in all of this: Doug was not born and raised a Jew. Doug is unfamiliar with Jewish traditions. Suares helps with this somewhat, especially in Song of Songs. He provides comtextings and uncovers Qabalic esoterica Doug is unsure whether it is available elsewhere and in Suares' quantum~hologral sensibilities. In that regard Doug believes Suares is somewhat unique. Doug relies on Suares except in issues of Gnosis. I have found several partial explications of his dislike of Gnosis sparsely available in his opus. I think Suares is a theological monist. But Gnosis shows us that monism is deceit. Doug believes latter, not Suares' apparent monism. All else of Suares' opus (excepting circumcision) Doug abides as well as he can.
Doug shows, for each verse and word of Chapter V of Song of Songs, each word spelled~out left to right in Autiot fractal~recursive cipher. Then, in parentheses, Doug shows said cipher's qwf Gematria. Following that Doug shows in brackets: pronunciation (sometimes a guess, sometimes from Suares, sometimes from Webster's), [ellipsis] thence literal scholars' translation in double quotes, thence Doug's semantic Value~interpretation~heuristic~hermeneutic in Apple Chancery font [ellipsis].
Like this: Aut~Aut~Aut~ (ordinal qwf gematria, e.g., 1.2.3.4.5) [pronunciation (sometimes a guess): ..."literal translation (from Suares' Song of Songs)" Doug's Suaresesque semantic Value interpretation...]. Doug's illeism is Doug taking artistic~interpretive~heuristic responsibility for his semantic opus.
Under all of that Doug shows a net translation of that whole verse in plain text with some alterations to Apple Chancery texts.
To do this, we need a legend of Autiot and their Gematria. Let's use Suares' Letter~Numbers as our reference:
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Song of Songs V:1 | Song of Songs V:2 | Song of Songs V:3 | Song of Songs V:4 | Song of Songs V:5 | Song of Songs V:6 | Song of Songs V:7 | Song of Songs V:8 |
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1 | Bayt~Aleph~Tav~Yod |
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[Booti: |
..."I came, |
Her home is one of vital~impetus resonating, recapitulating vital~impedance cowithihn existence...] |
Doug's version of this idiom issi "I am evolving, I am cosmically metabolizing." She is resaying her Song of Songs theme: Alt, Aleph~Lammed~Tav. Compare Amt, Aleph~Mem~Tav: YahWeh (Aleph), mother (Em), birth (mother), Chefitz issi saying, paraphrased in quantonicsese Doug - 5,7Jul2015. |
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2 | Lammed~Ghimel~Noun~Yod |
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[La'Gani: |
..."into garden of me;" |
Her self's alter ego quantum complement metabolizing organic movement evolving her life and life's quantization freedom, uncertainty, and peace cowithihn her existence...] | Her spiritual life assa quanton(quantization,quanton(freedom,quanton(uncertainty,peace))). | |
3 | Aleph~Hhayt~Tav~Yod |
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[Ahhoti: |
..."sister of me;" |
Her quantum~complement's vital~impetus evoking her reverberating spiritual unlimited possibilityings echoing her vital~impedance cowithihn her existence...] |
By invoking evolution we see her garden as a complement of her, a complementary~antinomial sister of her: quanton(sister,her). This is very similar Pirsig assa quanton(Iht,Pirsig). This issi a spiritual quantum~middle~inclusion! Compare orchard (Pay~Raysh~Dallet~Sammekh: paradise). Compare Doug's paradise and paradice Doug uses Qof as Catalyan 'ç' as in Autiot's 'cinnamon.' Compare grove, say of almonds, figs, dates, olives, myrtle, myrrha, etc. Doug - 28Jun2015. |
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4 | Khaf~Lammed~Hay [Khaf~Hhayt~Tav~Yod] |
[(20.8.400.10)] |
[Kalah: |
..."bride;" |
Their grailing together (in union), their twoness cowithihn spiritual oneness challenging vital~impedancings of their lives together cowithihn existence...] |
Kalah: [Kahhati:] Their taking hands twoness permeably grailing cowithihn spiritual oneness together challenging vitally~impedance of their livings. Both bride and groom issi quanton(bride,groom). Quanton(1,2). Quanton(Ehhad,Ehhat). Quanton(1,quanton(30,400)) issi Alt. In some cases masculine is 1 else 2. In some cases feminine is 2 else 1. We see first two primes as radically self~other quantum~complementary~antinomial. Doug - 20Jun,7Jul2015. |
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5 | Aleph~Raysh~Yod~Tav~Yod |
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[Ariti: |
..."I gathered;" |
Her vital~impetus issi cosmically comtaining resonantly vital~impedance cowithihn her existence...] |
Resonance of Tav cowithihn two Yods evident here. Compare this to Pirsig's mentions of importance of arête (Gr.). Arête, Greek Godess of Excellence. Note, in quantum~reality Greek dialectica and their Koine are classical-antithetics, -opposites of quantum~linguistic~thinkqing. Pirsig refers dialectic "...a genetic defect in human reason." |
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6 | Mem~Waw~Raysh~Yod |
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[Mori: |
..."myrrh of me;" |
Her existential biosphere's fecundation of cosmic comtainment cowithihn existence...] |
View myrrh as Value~flux. In Qabala, there issi n¤ 'value-stux.' Myrrh assa flux issi Zahav assa flux assa Value~flux... Doug - 6Jul2015. |
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7 | Ayn~finalMem |
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[Aym: |
..."with;" |
with existential light's quantum~nexus twixt me and my cosmic biosphere...] | ||
8 | Bayt~Seen~Mem~Yod |
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[Be'Shemi: |
..."spice of me;" |
Her home of her focused cosmic metabolism biosphered cowithihn existence...] |
Shem may mean 'name.' Her spice effervescence issi her identity,her 'name.' |
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9 | Aleph~Khaf~Lammed~Thav~Yod |
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[Ikelti: |
..."I ate;" |
Her vital~impetus issi permeably grailing her metabolism and encountering vital~impedance cowithihn existence...] |
We may view 'throat' as a leaky existential grail which passes food into stomach as vital~impedance. Similar Shetiti below where Sheen~Tav~Yod~Tav issi Shyt with an extra Tav before Yod, we see Aleph~Khaf~Lammed~Tav assa Alt with an extra Khaf before Lammed. So we see below Shyt with an extra Tav, and Aleph~Lammed~Tav iss similar Sheen~Yod~Tav in respect those Alt issi vital~impedance using existential metabolism to comfront vital~impedance. Shyt issi cosmic metabolism's 'hammer' transforming all existence, reshaping (emerqing) its quantum~wavicles on vital~impedance's anvil. Please compare and ponder words 9 and 13 of this verse. Shetiti's "I cann¤t always have my way,"
issi notably similar Food and wine are energyings of our perpetual evolution which some of us refer, "An adventure of life," "Qabala's Game of Life," "A Quantum Life Motif." Adventure of life: Hay~Raysh~Pay~Tav~Qof~Noun (Harpatka: adventure) Shel'Hhaim (of life). Game of Life: Ehieh (Qabala) Esher (Witnesses) Ehieh (Qabala). (Mosheh, Exodus III:14.) A Quantum Life Motif: Mem~Raysh~finalTsadde (Marets: energy) Mem~Ayn~Tayt~Phay~Hay (Metapha: packet) Haim (life) Raysh~Ayn~Yod~Waw~finalNoun (Rayon: motif). Doug - 30Jun2015. |
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10 | Yod~Ayn~Raysh~Yod |
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[Yaari: |
..."honeycomb of me;" |
Her existence resonates her light cosmically comtained...] | We see existential resonance of existential light cosmically comtained. | |
11 | Ayn~finalMem |
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[Aym: |
..."and;" |
with existential light's quantum~nexus twixt me and my cosmic biosphere...] | ||
12 | Dallet~Vayt~Sheen~Yod |
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[Diveshi: |
..."honey of me;" |
Her double resistancings are home of her nourishing cosmic metabolism cowithihn her...] | ||
13 | Sheen~Tav~Yod~Tav~Yod |
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[Shetiti: |
..."I drank;" |
Her vital~impetus (Sheen~Yod~Tav as Aleph) impeded by an intervening vital~impedance, resisting her cosmic metabolism's transmutation of her existential quantum~wave~functionings...] |
Sheen~Yod~Tav (Shyt) issi Aleph as archetypical vital~impetus with Sheen hammering Yod against its shaping~morphing~transmuting anvil Tav. So Doug Sees first Tav after Sheen vitally impeding Sheen's hammering of Yod against second Tav, all of this transforming existence itself as second Yod. In this case translator's idiom simply doesn't grasp what appears to be a better sema. Doug's idiom would be, "I cann¤t always have my way." Sheen may n¤t always metabolize Yod. This may be divinity of Yayeen removing inhibitions of her doing what her metabolism insists. Sexual excitement in coital male~female blinds them to nearly all external threats. Watch mating robins ignore an oncoming vehicle. This partially explains quick departure of male after coitus, to save himself and her from such threats. Doug - 28Jun,6Jul2015. |
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14 | Yod~Yod~Noun~Yod |
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[Yini: |
..."wine of me;" |
Her divine intoxication quantizes her freedom, uncertainty, and peace cowithihn existence...] |
This could also be pronounced in idiom YaYeeni! Again, Yod~Yod is divine. |
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15 | Ayn~finalMem |
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[Aym: |
..."and;" |
with existential light's quantum~nexus twixt you and your cosmic biosphere...] |
Here we see light as quantum~middle~inclusion. Like vision includes what you see cowithihn you, hologrally. Ditto what you hear, feel, smell, think, say, do, etc. Quantons(scin,quan) with comma n¤~space as QED phoxons. |
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16 | Hhayt~Lammed~Vayt~Yod |
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[Hhalavi: |
..."milk of me;" |
Her spiritual food (Hhallah) of her metabolism at home cowithihn her existence...] | Vayt issi permeable, here, to support lactation. | |
17 | Aleph~Khaf~Lammed~Waw |
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[Ikhlo: |
..."eat!;" |
Her vital~impetus permeably grailing her existential metabolism fecundly...] | ||
18 | Raysh~Ayn~Yod~finalMem |
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[Reaim: |
..."friends;" |
Her cosmic comtainment of her light's existence cowithihn cosmic biosphere...] | ||
19 | Sheen~Tav~Waw |
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[Sheto: |
..."drink!;" |
Inebriate her vital~impedance fecundly...] | Spiritual feeling via inebriation. | |
20 | Waw~Sheen~Khaf~Raysh~Waw |
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[We'Shikroo: |
..."and drink fill!;" |
She encourages all to fecundly, resonantly cosmically metabolize via a permeable grail their cosmic comtainers...] | We see resonance Sheen~Khaf~Raysh cowithihn existential fecundity. | |
21 | Dallet~Waw~Dallet~Yod~finalMem |
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[Dodim: |
..."lovers;" |
Enjoy my double bivalently gating fecundities existentially cowithihn your cosmic biospheres...] |
All lovers drink my wine and be happy. Suares asks us to view this as Aleph cowithihn each of us speaking to us and asking us to enjoy life's adventure and be happy. Fathom Dallet~Waw~Dallet too as fractallyq recursingq reverberationq of fecundityq cowithihn double gatewayveings. It's a kind of quantum~plural breastation. Doug - 6Jul2015. |
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(Suares uses Qabala's Person here and it simply does not jibe RSV naïveté; see Doug's comcision, next column.) |
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1 | Aleph~Noun~Yod |
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[Ani: |
..."I;" |
vital~impetus quantizing Her freedom, uncertainty, and peace cowithihn existence...] | "I am quantizing, free, uncertain, and peaceful cowithihn existence." | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
2 | Yod~Sheen~Noun~Hay |
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[Yishena: |
..."though asleep in duration;" |
Her existence cosmically metabolizing and quantizing freedom, indetermination and peace of Her life...] | "Existence quantum fluxially coresides~cohabits, coherently~coinsides cosmic metabolism quantizing, freely, uncertainly, peacefully and we call it 'life existence.' " | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
3 | Waw~Lammed~Bayt~Yod |
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[We'Libi: |
..."my heart beats;" |
She experiences fecund metabolism of her home cowithihn existence...] | "cowithihn my fecund existential home my heart metabolises my livings." | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
4 | Ayn~Raysh |
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[Ayr: |
..."perceive;" |
She perceives cosmic comtainment of light of her life...] | Ayr assa Ayn~Yod~Raysh issi city. "...light of my cosmic comtainment." A kind of wakeful cosmic awareness~perception. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
5 | Qof~Waw~Lammed |
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[Qol: |
..."maturity of us, both female and male;" |
She and her lover co experience cosmic~vital~impetus' fecundity of their mutual metabolisms...] | "...cosmic vital~impetus maturely fecundates our existential metabolisms..." | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
6 | Dallet~Waw~Dallet~Yod |
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[Dodi: |
..."as antinomial SOrONic lovers;" |
Her double resistances fecundate their bimodal union...] |
We see a Double~Dallet. Here Double Dallet appears as quantum~complementary~antinomiality of two lovers embedded cowithihn complementary~antinomiality of Autiot's Reality Loop metabolizing cosmically and existentially their mutual existential and cosmic livings and dyings. One Dallet issi gating fecundity, other Dallet issi gating existence. |
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7 | Dallet~Waw~Phay~Qof |
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[Dofeq: |
..."enticing one another, hearts beating antinomially;" |
their opportunities for all possible gatings of their mutual fecundities incited by cosmic~vital~impetus[Qof]...] |
Suares shows us that antinomialism, a quantum~complementary kind, issi essence of this Verse 2 of Chapter V of Song of Songs. We see V as 5 as Hay.5 as "life," "La Hhaim!" We see 2 as sexual, marital, mate pairing of quantons(EWings,EWings), quantons(Aut,Aut), quantons(qwfs,qwfs), quantons(Shæ.Hæ). Two! Two cowithihn one. One cowithihn two. "What will you do when you become two?" Learn to harmonize your mutual impedances! Suares writes, "The schemata of this verse contain a double Dallet, three double Yod, a double Tav, a double Sheen, a double Waw, a double Sammekh, and a [two] double Lammed[s]. The key word, translated 'knocking,' is Dofeq (Dallet~Waw~Phay~Qof: 4.5.80.100): pulse." Page 112, SoS. All of those doubles represent a divine (for Doug's attempted use of a better word) redemption of each said pair of Autiot:
It issi a tad esoteric, but there are also seven Aut whose symbol pronunciations and sema are doubles too: 1 - Bayt~Vayt, 2 - Ghimel~Djimel, 3 - Dallet~Thallet, 4 - Kaf~Khaf, 5 - Pay~Phay, 6 - Seen~Sheen, and 7 - Tav~Thav. These are described rather well in Part 2, Section 9 of Suares' Sepher Yetsira. Doug fallibly uses five of (seven semantic~pronunciation) doubles 1 (Bayt), 3 (Dallet), 4 (Kaf), 5 (Pay), and 7 (Tav) as impermeables~permeables and n¤n leakies~leakies. Sheen and Seen represent typically diffuse (sees forest and trees) vis-à-vis focused (sees trees only), and so on... For permeable examples, windows may be opaque,clear and open,closed, grails may cup and channel perfectly,sieve~like, impedances may be imperfect,perfect (ruby rod laser's silvering vav semisilvering ends), etc. Only three of those semantic~pronunciation doubles appear in Doug's list of Suares' seven 'divine redemption' doubles above. Key to this word, though, is Suares' use of 'pulse.' We see Cosmic~Aleph, Qof, commingling, straddling existence and cosmos: quantons(cosmos,existence). It issi an ultimate quantum~middle~inclusion which destroys all deceit, all illusion, and all delusion. Pulse to Doug means quantization attended by twoness cowithihn oneness of quantum~scintillation. Essence of cosmic~vital~impetus! Doug - 1-3Jul2015. |
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8 | Pay~Tav~Hhayt~Yod - Lammed~Yod |
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[Pit'Hhi - Li: |
..."open to me;" |
their unlimited spiritual possibilityings encounter vital~impedance of their mutually cavitating and wide open metabolisms...] |
Hæ says to Hær, "Open yourself for me, from you I am being born." SoS, p. 110. Hypotheses borne of this word are plethoric. Abundance of sema here issi staggering! One possibility issi that Shæ will make a n¤væl Hihm. But Shæ can also make a Hær. Shæ can make n¤væl multiples of both. Clearly there is masculine-patriarchal gender bias here. Essentially that kind of classical masculine gender bias is satan worseship. Males tend to be sources of most evil on earth. Dialectic does this to them, in spades. They intuitively see quantum~antinomialism as classical-opposition. They (predominately males) do n¤t understand the logos, the account! Doug - 2Jul2015. |
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9 | Aleph~Hhayt~Tav~Yod |
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[Ahhoti: |
..."Our Qabala's impeding one another;" |
their qabalic~spiritual life cyclings driven by vital~impetus and restricted by vital~impedance of them cowithihn existence...] |
Altering Blavatsky's "Ah~Hi" Qabala to show vital~impedance embedded cowithihn Ah~Hi then as Ah~Tav~Hi. (Two Hays. emerge from Hhayt.) Compare her Qabala Ah~Hi with Moses' Qabala Ehieh (also Ahyeh). All three mean quantum~both Aleph~living ~and Yod~living, together. this issi essence of Autiot's Metabolic Reality Loop: quantum~breathing~out and quantum~breathing~ihn together (Atta). We fathom 'living' as this perpetual~ubiquitous both existential~ and cosmic~metabolic qycloids middle~including one another an all: "La Hhaim!" Compare Alt (theme of SoS) and Ahht: 1.30.400 and 1.8.400. When one does that comparison one commences fathoming At (and Ta: Atta) as an antinomial metabolism of The Game of Life: Qabala! Hhayt shows unlimited possibilityings of Qabala's Atta metabolism! Hær game of Qabala and his game of Qabala are antinomially impeding one another, and they call it "mature love" of them. Their maturity manifests itself as their self~other harmony of self~other management of their unique mixturings of their mutual impetuses and impedances all at once. Suares writes, "...two partners [both Aleph and Yod] for and against each other..." Page 111, SoS. Readers please observe that Aleph as Shyt (Gen I:1) shows us that Sheen, Yod, and Tav are Aleph in its metabolic processings of evolution, quantum~evolution! All Yod are qwfs! All qwfs are Yod. Again, this is life's essence: quantum~metabolic~complementary~antinomialism. Suares refers this verse, "The heart of the Song." Ahht: heart of SoS, Doug 1-3Jul2015. |
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10 | Raysh~Ayn~Yod~Tav~Yod |
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[Raaiati: |
..."darling of me;" |
He appears as cosmic comtainment of his life's light ihn existence while its vital~impedance issi being cavitated by His life's existence...] |
We see a Double~Yod. Yod~Tav~Yod is an existential cavitation of vital~impedance. Raysh~Ayn issi cosmic comtainment of existential light. |
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11 | Yod~Waw~Noun~Tav~Yod |
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[Yonati: |
..."dove of me;" |
His existential fecundity quantizing Her freedom, uncertainty, and peace encounters vital impedance cowithihn their mutual existence...] |
We see a Double~Yod. Waw~Noun~Tav assa fecund quantization of freedom, uncertainty, and peace encountering vital~impedance reverberating cowithin a pair of existences. Dove issi often thought, interpreted 'Israel.' |
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12 | Tav~Mem~Tav~Yod |
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[Tamati: |
..."flawless one of me;" |
their vital~impedances are enfolding their biospheres cowithin existence...] |
We see a Double~Tav. "...existential biosphere trapped and struggling flawlessly~resonantly twixt two vital~impedances, all happening cowithihn existence..." This is dialectical perfection as classical state, classical stux sux. Doug - 2Jul2015. |
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13 | Sheen~Raysh~Aleph~Sheen~Yod |
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[She'Roshi: |
..."for head of me;" |
Her cosmic metabolism's cavitation of Her cosmic comtainment of vital~impetus cowithihn existence...] |
We see a Double~Sheen. "...metabolic cavitation of cosmically comtained vital~impetus cowithihn existence..." Rosh issi head issi capit. |
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14 | Noun~Mem~Lammed~Aleph - Tayt~Lammed |
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[Nimla - Tal: |
..."being drenched dew;" |
They are quantizing their biospheric freedoms, uncertainties, and peace metabolizing them via vital~impetus' cellular cavitating metabolisms...] | We see a Double~Lammed. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
15 | Qof~Waw~Tsadde~Waw~Tav~Yod |
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[Qevootsotai: |
..."hairs of me;" |
Their cosmic~vital~impetus' fecundity cavitates their fecund structuration vitally~impeded cowithihn existence...] |
We see a Double~Waw. Waw~Tsadde~Waw: "...fecund cavitation of existential structuration..." |
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16 | Raysh~Sammekh~Yod~Sammekh~Yod |
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[Risseissi: |
..."dampnesses of;" |
Their cosmic comtainment doubly reverberating her womb cowithin existence and existence cowithihn her womb...] |
We see a Double~Sammekh. We see a Double~Yod. View dampness as middle~inclusion of water cowithihn, say a sponge, a cloth, a cake... That middle~inclusion appears to Doug, here, as two overlapping resonantq cavities:
"...existence reverberating cowithihn two wombs, and a womb resonating cowithihn two existences..." quanton(Sammekh,Yod): Sammekh issi ihn Yod, and Yod issi ihn Sammekh! To Doug this issi quantum~cavitational~complementary~antinomialism aperio. How would we write drying of this cavitation? What would 'exist' with all? moisture removed? How does this relate to clouds? Doug - 2-3Jul2015. |
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17 | Lammed~Yod~Lammed~Hay |
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[Lailah: |
..."night;" |
they experience cavitation of their metabolic coexistences as their qabalic quantum~life~motifs...] |
We see a Double~Lammed. In a way, life issi cavitating metabolisms evolving existence. |
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1 | Pay~Sheen~Tayt~Thav~Yod |
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[Pashateyti: |
..."I put off;" |
My [Hær] unlimited possibilityings of my [Hær] cosmic metabolised self [cell] cosmic~permeably vitally impeded cowithihn existence...] |
Peshet (root) is "...the extreme simplification of unstructured energy, through breath, in a single cell~element." Suares, SOS, p. 113. Doug, quantumly would show this using Quantonicsese as: quanton(isoPlanck_quanton,Planck_quanton) which in Quantonics issi a quanton(isogluon,becoming~Planck_boson). From our Quantonics Symbols page, MoQ~Quanton:
Then, Planck's least quantum: After that we show a Planck's Least Quanton, Statically: Thence dynamically:
These represent P[h]ay's least quantum unstructured iso possibilityings as they may appear structured cowithihn SQ~Yod. Dotted blue issi quantum~isoflux Solid black represents SQ-Yod quantum~bosonic~structured~existence. Doug - 3Jul2015. |
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2 | Aleph~Tav - Kaf~Thav~Noun~Thav~Yod |
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[Et-Kootanti: |
..."my garment;" |
My vital~impetus' directly encountering its impermeable cosmic vital~impedance affects [abducts] existential impermeable grailing of my existential quantizationings peace, uncertainty, and freedom resonating cowithihn two permeable cosmic vital~impedancings all happening cowithihn my existence...] |
Cavitation of Thav~Noun~Thav! Quantization's existential peace, uncertainty, and freedom issi resonating cowithihn two permeable cosmic vital~impedances. Hær garment does n¤t hermetically seal n¤r dialectically separate Hær quantum~spiritually from all of quantum~reality. Suares paraphrased, "I have discarded [dialectical Error's] SOM's Walls." Aleph~Tav issi Atta's breathing~out semi qycloid. |
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3 | Aleph~Yod~Khaf~Khaf~Hay |
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[Ey'Khak'Ha: |
..."how could I;" |
I sense vital~impetus of existence divinely [permeably] grailing~channeling my life...] |
Double Khaf here is a divine, thus leaky, quantum~spiritually permeable grail. Imagine Khaf~Khaf as... >----< ...(a grail). a lazy hourglass with both ends open. |
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4 | Aleph~Lammed~Bayt~Sheen~Noun~Hay |
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[El'Ba'Sheni: |
..."put it on [Hær self];" |
My vital~impetus issi existentially metabolising me cowithihn cosmic metabolism's quantization of my life's peace, uncertainty, and freedom...] | "Nothing can keep me [Hær] in SOM's Dialectical Box!" | ||||||||
5 | Raysh~Hhayt~Tsadde~Thav~Yod |
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[Rachatsti: |
..."I had bathed;" |
Cosmic comtainment of my spirit's unlimited possibilityings encountering cosmic vital impedance cowithihn my existence...] | "I cleanse myself by struggling with all impedances, and I learn, I grow my wisdom while doing so." | ||||||||
6 | Aleph~Tav - Raysh~Ghimel~Lammed~Yod |
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[Et-Raglai: |
..."my feet;" |
My vital~impetus encountering its impermeable cosmic vital~impedance issi cosmically comtained cowithihn my feet and their radical organic movementings and their existential radically evolutionary metabolism...] |
Oral and written traditions of feet are deep and vast. Suares does a fine job of making us aware of this on pages 113-114 of his SoS. Doug's retranslation of SoS does n¤t capture this traditional essence. My 'modern, post modern' cultural ignorance ancient's deeply rooted idioms prevents it. However my retranslation uses Suares' own quantum~comtemporary memes. To Doug, there is Value in that. Aleph~Tav issi Atta's breathing~out semi qycloid. Doug - 3,9Jul2015. |
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7 | Aleph~Yod~Khaf~Khaf~Hay |
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[Ey'Khakha: |
..."how could I;" |
I sense vital~impetus of existence divinely [permeably] grailing~channeling my life...] |
Double Khaf here is a divine, thus leaky, quantum~spiritually permeable grail. Imagine Khaf~Khaf as... >----< ...(a grail). a lazy hourglass with both ends open. |
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8 | Aleph~Tayt~Noun~Phay~finalMem |
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[Atanfem: |
..."soil them;" |
Vital~impetus of my self's [cell's] quantized unlimited possibilityings of my peace, uncertainty, freedom cowithihn cosmos' biosphere...] |
This meme may have to do with too much PUF (peace, uncertainty and freedom) as "soil." My guess is that 'soil' is dialectical, thus bad-worse simply due its dialectical sema. Doug - 3Jul2015. |
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"An authorized Jewish version in French," and a "King James version." Suares calls them idiomatically obscure. "As soon as he appears in the richness of my body, he disappears in the empty places of my mind. "A [quantum~complementary~antinomial] movement! "He goes inversely to his coming, yet the cave of my being is quickened by his vibration." Alive as Aleph may be, at times, in a human body, whatever is felt, understood, said, taught, written, made or built, is not IT, but its 'exchange [Value]:' symbols, myths, creeds, theologies, or any other equivalent [fiat money, etc.] of Aleph in terms of human minds. Breath had added that IT had consumed what wilderness still remained in 'Her.' The result of that consummation was that no thought remained in her mind, so 'She' knew herself to be 'asleep in Duration' (V:2), yet perceiving Breath (or Aleph, or Timeless Energy{Value}) as the continuous discontinuity [quantization] of a Cosmic Pulse, reflecting itself in her own heart-beat: a tremendous Revelation, the deepest that the deepest layers of unconscious consciousness can be aware of! And the innermost inner voice acknowledged the fact (V:3): 'Yes, all images are gone, this is the throb of Life, born unborn.' " (Read her the Rainbow and the Worm.)
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1 | Dallet~Waw~Dallet~Yod |
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[Dodi: |
..."My beloved;" |
My resonant, vibrating fecundity issi thrilled by His presence cowithihn me...] |
Double Dallet. Double fronted point of view. Double bivalently gated windows-doors. But Aleph always dissembles self. |
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2 | Sheen~Lammed~Hhayt |
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[Shelahh: |
..."He put;" |
His cosmic metabolism cowithihn my (Hær) existential metabolism spiritually comes and goes with each breath with each heart beat (¤ut~ihn, ¤ut~ihn...)...] | |||
3 | Yod~Dallet~Waw |
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[Yado: |
..."His hand;" |
but then His love reverses, complementing my thrill, one of my gateways, my fecundity...] |
Observe another version of iDod, but spelled iDo. Suares asks us to visualize We see love quantum~antinomial itself. Hæ pulls ¤ut, Hæ pushes ihn. Shæ has him, Shæ loses him... Hæ comes, Hæ goes... |
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4 | Mem~finalNoun - Hay~Hhayt~Waw~Raysh |
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[Min-Ha'Hhor: |
..."to the latch;" |
and Hæ falls into my biosphere's cosmic quantization of freedom, uncertainty and peace, Hæ falls into a new life spiritually fecundating cosmic comtainment...] | |||
5 | Waw~Mem~Ayn~Yod |
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[We'Meyi: |
..."and my heart;" |
My fecundity, that of my biosphere brightly enlightens our existence as quantons(female,male)...] | |||
6 | Hay~Mem~Waw |
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[Hamo: |
..."was thrilled;" |
I feel His life's fecund antinomialism cowithihn my fecund biosphere...] | |||
7 | Ayn~Lammed~Yod~Waw |
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[Aalav: |
..."within me;" |
Light of us, quanton(Mæ,Hihm) unites cowithihn our existential metabolisms fecundly cowithihn existence of us as a mating quantum~complementary~antinomial pair...] | |||
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1 | Qof~Mem~Thav~Yod |
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[Qamati, Doug would write Qamathi: |
..."I was set;" |
Cosmic vital~impetus compenetrates my existential biosphere while holding me against cosmic vital~impedance pushing me...] |
Substitute Aleph for Qof: Aleph~Mem~Tav~Yod. She issi showing us Amt Alt. Qmt vis-à-vis Qlt. If we view Am as Em, we grasp 'Mother.' Qm, we may grasp as "Cosmic Mother." |
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2 | Aleph~Noun~Yod |
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[Ani: |
..."on my going;" |
into pregnancy of me...] | Her becoming pregnant. | |
3 | Lammed~Phay~Thav~Hhayt |
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[Le'Pitoahh: |
..."to develop, to set loose,to bestow an organic life [Value];" |
My existential metabolism's unlimited spiritual~allelomorphic possibilityings struggle with cosmic vital~impedance...] | To herald a n¤væl larvum. | |
4 | Lammed~Dallet~Waw~Dallet~Yod |
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[Le'Dodi: |
..."to my two resistances;" |
against my existential metabolism's reverberation of my fecundity cowithihn existence...] | My breasts will be needed for existentially feeding my newborn, my newest existential beloved. | |
5 | Waw~Yod~Dallet~Yod |
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[We'Yadai: |
..."and hands of me;" |
attempting to reverse, to invert, to undo fecund reverberation of my open and gatewayveing resistances...] |
[Fecund] Double existential reverberation of her gatewayings. Compare Dodi: 4.6.4.10. |
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6 | Noun~Tayt~Phay~Waw - Mem~Waw~Raysh |
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[Nat-Foo-Mor: |
..."biological development [Value] of my cell;" |
My existential quantization of freedom, uncertainty, and peace of my larvum (cell) offers unlimited possibilityings for its own fecundity cowithin my existential biosphere as it fecundates its cosmic comtainment...] |
Suares says she now realizes that her lustfully sought perfectly spiritual [myrrh as] Value will always be entangled cowithihn her biosphere's Yod. She issi in Iht and Iht issi ihn her, but Iht comes and goes (lacks permanence) cowithihn her existential biosphere. She wants to be with Aleph.1000, but she must relent to ultimate Sabachthani of her Yod's existence. Doug views her 'development' as omnimensional [myrrh as] Value printingq of fetus evolving ihnto newborn. Compare fiat printing which has n¤ value! We see Value [myrrh] as Mem~Waw~Raysh: 40.6.200. Compare Zahav (gold) and Awr (light) as Value. Ponder QED cowithihn Hær. Compare Ahavah and Zahav! Observe that light and biophotons are immensely involved cowithihn Hær "omnimensional printing" of her newborn's Value!!! Doug - 4Jul2015. |
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7 | Waw~Aleph~Tsadde~Bayt~Ayn~Tav~Yod |
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[We'Etsbeotai: |
..."my attempts at painting vital~impetus which hides in our fingers, legs, and blood add;" |
Is my fecundity, as it is affectedq by vital~impetus, structuring a new life's light struggling with its entrapment in vital~impedance of its emerging existence?...] |
Suares asks, "Can we paint Aleph [vital~impetus] alive? Doug's quantonics QELRs language to move closer to being able to paint with words a living~comscious quantum~reality. Keep in mind livingq issi quantons(livings,dyings). |
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8 | Mem~Waw~Raysh |
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[Mor: |
..."Value to my cell;" |
Is my existential biosphere fecundly improving cowithihn its cosmic comtainment?...] | Again, we see myrrh as Value. | |
9 | Ayn~Vayt~Raysh |
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[Ebar: |
..."or possibly to take value from my cell;" |
Or am I losing fresh light of fetus' new home cowithihn cosmic comtainment?...] | ||
10 | Ayn~Lammed |
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[Aal: |
..."I am uncertain, my uncertainty witnesses my peace;" |
But, light of my existential metabolism issi my peace which [biophotonicallyq] shines cowithihn me and...] | ||
11 | Kaf~Pay~Waw~Tav |
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[Kapot: |
..."in my canal of unlimited possibilityings;" |
my existential grailing of unlimited fecund possibilitying can survive Ihts vital~impedance!...] | In Doug's opine, canal here is vaginal. | |
12 | Hay~Mem~Noun~Ayn~Waw~Lammed |
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[Ha'Mano'Ol: |
..."my womb envaults its Value;" |
Life existence of my envaulting existential biosphere's n¤væl fetal emerscence quantizing freedom, uncertainty, and peace of its own light metabolising its own fecundity...] | This appears to affirm Doug's opine. | |
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1 | Pay~Tav~Hhayt~Thav~Yod |
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[Patahhti: |
..."open to;" |
Her unlimited possibilityings of Her impermeable cosmic vital~impedance reverberating its antinomial permeable cosmic vital~impedance of Her life opens to...] |
Cavitation of Tav~Hhayt~Thav. This issi a perfect Autiot analogy of a silvered~semi~silvered ruby rod laser! |
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2 | Aleph~Noun~Yod |
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[Ani: |
..."I;" |
Her vital~impetus quantizing Her freedom, uncertainty, and peace cowithihn existence...] | "I am quantizing, free, uncertain, and peaceful cowithihn existence." | |
3 | Lammed~Dallet~Waw~Dallet~Yod |
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[Le'Dodi: |
..."to my beloved;" |
against Her existential metabolism's reverberation of Her fecundity cowithihn existence...] | My breasts will be needed for existentially feeding my newborn, my newest existential beloved. | |
4 | Waw~Dallet~Waw~Dallet~Yod |
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[We'Dodi: |
..."but my beloved;" |
but His existential copulation of Her issi antinomial Her openings and closings for Him...] |
Suares left this pattern out of his idiom. Doug finds it interesting since we see an Autiot fractal recursion like this: Waw~Dallet~Waw, thence Dallet~Waw~Dallet. First Dallet issi cavitating twixt two fecundities. Second Waw issi cavitating twixt two Dallets. Let's call first cavitation, double fecundation of Hær opening and closing. His copulation of Hær. Let's call second cavitation, double gating of Hær fecundity. Hær bivalent openings and closings of Him. We see His antinomials: quanton(ihnings,¤utings). We see Hær antinomials: quanton(¤pænings,cl¤sings). Literally, she opens (is available) when he is out, she closes (is sealed) when he is in! Very quantum! Counter intuitive! Oxymoronic! Ironic! Doug - 9Jul2015. |
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5 | Hhayt~Mem~Qof |
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[Hhamaq: |
..."he had turned;" |
His spiritually energetic biosphere struggles with His encountering cosmic vital~impetus...] | ||
6 | Ayn~Vayt~Raysh |
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[Aavar: |
..."and gone;" |
His existential light of Him goes out...] | ||
7 | Noun~Phay~Sheen~Yod |
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[Nafshi: |
..."with my whole person, my soul, my breath;" |
My (Her) individual quantized indetermination of freedom and peace finds unlimited existential living possibilityings for me cosmically metabolized cowithihn existence...] | ||
8 | Yod~Tsadde~Aleph~Hay |
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[Yotsah: |
..."failed me;" |
My structural existence cannot arouse vital~impetus as living existentially...] | ||
9 | Vayt~Dallet~Bayt~Raysh~Waw |
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[Be'Dabro: |
..."when he spoke to me;" |
I vibrated cowithihn my being's gating cosmic comtainment of my fecundity...] | Reverberation of Hær 'home' cosmically comtaining Hær fecundity | |
10 | Bayt~Qof~Sheen~Thav~Yod~Hay~Waw |
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[Be'Qashtihoo: |
..."I sought him;" |
My home's encounter with illusion~destroying cosmic vital~impetus whose cosmic metabolism struggles with cosmic vital~impedance fecundates my life's existence...] | ||
11 | Waw~Lammed~Aleph |
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[We'Lo: |
..."and not;" |
My fecundity could not metabolize vital~impetus...] | ||
12 | Mem~Tsadde~Aleph~Tav~Yod~Hay~Waw |
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[Mitsaotihoo: |
..."found him;" |
My existential biosphere's attempts to structure cosmic~impetus fail in their strugglings to do so, yet offer discovery of cosmic vital~impedance' fecundation of my life's existence...] | ||
13 | Qof~Raysh~Aleph~Tav~Yod~Waw |
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[Qeratio: |
..."I called him;" |
My struggling with cosmic vital~impetus cosmically comtained my breathing out (At) fecundly to Him cowithihn existence...] | ||
14 | Waw~Lammed~Aleph |
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[We'Lo: |
..."and not;" |
My fecundity could not metabolize vital~impetus...] | ||
15 | Ayn~Noun~Noun~Yod |
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[Aanani: |
..."he gave an answer;" |
I directly experience double quantizationings' darkening of my light's existential peace, uncertainty, and freedom....] | ||
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1 | Mem~Tsadde~Aleph~Noun~Yod |
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[Metsaooni: |
..."they attack me;" |
My existential biosphere encounters an attempt to structure vital~impetus by means of existential quantization of vital~impetus cowithihn existence...] |
Aleph~Noun~Yod , Ani, is me, myself, I. Suares in his commentary, p. 120 of his SoS, writes that Tsadde~Aleph issi an attempt to 'structure' Aleph. That is a filthy thing to do. As we have written prior Aleph middle~includes, interfuses, compenetrates, superposes, interpenetrates actuality, but cannot be actualized. To do so, mechanically, dialectically is Error, a filthy act. |
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2 | Hay~Sh[S]een~Mem~Raysh~Yod~finalMem |
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[Ha'Shomreem: |
..."guardians, powers that be, etc.;" |
Those who should be protecting my life's cosmic metabolism, my biosphere cosmically comtained cowithihn existence cowithihn cosmic biosphere...] |
Sh[S]een~Mem~Raysh~Yod appears again by itself in word 10 of this verse. |
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3 | Hay~Sammekh~Vayt~Vayt~Yod~finalMem |
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[Ha'Soveveem: |
..."who are turning around (dancing?);" |
rather were surrounding my life's feminine fecundity in two layers of existential comtainment cowithihn existence cowithihn cosmic biosphere...] |
Vayt~Vayt is a hard, strong enclosure. Suares writes (by masculinity) that this is an attempt to squeeze feminine fecundity out of Her existence. |
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4 | Bayt~Ayn~Yod~Raysh |
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[Be'Yir: |
..."in the city;" |
and they wanted to keep (comtain) my life's light existentially, cosmically comtained...] | ||
5 | Hay~Kaf~Waw~Noun~Yod |
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[Hikooni: |
..."they beat me;" |
They impermeable channeled my life's fecundity by existentially quantizing it cowithihn existence...] | ||
6 | Phay~Tsadde~Ayn~Waw~Noun~Yod |
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[Phetsaooni: |
..."they bruised me;" |
They attempted to structure my life's light and its fecund unlimited existential possibilitying by quantizing me cowithihn existence...] | ||
7 | Noun~Seen~Aleph~Waw |
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[Nassoo: |
..."they took;" |
In a very focused cosmic metabolic manner they existentially quantized my spiritual vital~impetus' fecundity cowithihn me...] | ||
8 | Aleph~Tav - Raysh~Dallet~Yod~Dallet~Yod |
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[Et-Redidi: |
..."my veil;" |
As part of my life's breathing~out cycle, they cosmically comtained my doubly recursing resistant gateways cowithihn existence...] |
Again we see another, new to Doug, fractal recursion of... Dallet~Yod~Dallet~Yod ...shown as cosmically comtained. Yod issi reverberating fractally cowithihn Dallet reverberating fractally cowithihn Yod. A fractally recursive double~divinity. Recall that Dallet appears as bivalency of gating, whereas Thallet appears as permeable omnivalence of gating. Dallet and Thallet are one of seven 'Doubles.' Doug - 10Jul2015. |
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9 | Mem~Ayn~Lammed~Yod |
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[Mealai: |
..."from upon me;" |
My existential biosphere's light they metabolized cowithihn existence...] | ||
10 | Sh[S]een~Mem~Raysh~Yod |
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[Shomrei: |
..."that protected me;" |
that protected my life's cosmic metabolism, my biosphere cosmically comtained cowithihn existence cowithihn cosmic biosphere...] | ||
11 | Hay~Hhayt~Mem~Waw~Tav |
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[Ha'Hhamot: |
..."from heat, from a hot death;" |
that protected my life's spiritual unlimited possibilityings, my feminine fecundity existentially biosphered and cosmically vitally~impeded...] | Mem~Waw~Tav issi dead, death. | |
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1 | Hay~Sheen~Bayt~Ayn~Thav~Yod |
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[Hishbaati: |
..."I adjure you;" |
living cosmic metabolism's light vitally~impeded ihn existence...] |
Ish~ah as Esha issi woman. We see here vital~impedance (softened) Vital~impedance partially blocking light. |
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2 | Aleph~Tav~Khaf~finalMem |
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[Etkhem: |
..."you;" |
vital~impetus vitally~blocked grail~channeling cosmic biosphere...] | ||
3 | Bayt~Noun~Waw~Tav |
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[Benot: |
..."daughters of;" |
evolution fecundulating vital~impedance...] |
'ot' issi feminine plural,' suffixed to 'boy' Women are responsible for Men, sowing seed, go unimpeded. |
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4 | Yod~Raysh~Waw~Sheen~Lammed~finalMem |
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[Yero'Shalom: |
..."Jerusalem;" |
existential cosmic comtainment fecundating cosmic metabolism's actualization as existential metabolism cowithihn cosmic biosphere...] |
Sheen~Lammed~Mem Suares sometimes shows We then have, "existential |
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5 | Aleph~Mem - Thav~Mem~Tsadde~Aleph~Waw |
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[Im-Timtseoo: |
..."if you [cannot] find;" |
If your existential biospheres' vital~impetus experiences vital~impedance of your existential biospheres' abilityings to find fecund structuration of His vital~impetus, then...] |
Em is often Mother. Ensemble of 'girls of Jerusalem' appear potentially as Sophia[s], i.e., 'mother[s].' There is an implication of potential failure to find. And we know that is so, since vital~impetus cann¤t be structured cowithihn existence. |
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6 | Aleph~Tav - Dallet~Waw~Dallet~Yod |
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[Et-Dodi: |
..."my pneumatic lover;" |
His vital~impetus' breath shall be echoed by vital~impedance while my double resistancings fecundate their bivalent gatewayveings existence for Him...] | Compare Dodeykha. | |
7 | Mem~Hay - Thav~Ghimel~Yod~Dallet~Waw |
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[Mah-Taghidoo: |
..."What will I tell?;" |
What can I tell about my existential biosphere's living, enduring cosmic vital~impedance of my organic movement cowithihn existence gatewayveing my fecundity...] |
If what She built cowithihn Her self has failed, due extreme cosmic vital~impedance, to appear, then... See Suares' SoS, p. 121. |
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8 | Lammed~Waw |
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[Lo: |
..."to him;" |
to His existential metabolism's fecundity?...] | ||
9 | Sheen~Hhayt~Waw~Lammed~Tav |
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[Shehholat: |
..."My heaving breath is encountering dark resistance;" |
I am darkened (transmuted) by cosmic metabolism of my breath's attempted fecundation of my impermeably, vitally~impeded existential metabolism ...] |
Compare Alt, Mlt, and Olt. We see Aleph~Lammed~Tav with substitutions of Mem and Waw for Aleph. Aleph~Lammed~Tav issi the theme of Song of Songs. Compare Chalt, Cholt. (Ch: Hhayt) |
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10 | Aleph~Hay~Vav~Hay |
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[Ahavah: |
..."love;" |
My living vital~impetus living cowithihn archetype of comtainment yet living...] |
Aleph~Vayt is a revelation of Here we see Aleph and Vayt Suares would say, "Don't just Aleph~Yod and |
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11 | Aleph~Noun~Yod |
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[Ani: |
..."me;" |
I still am...] | ||
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